Yesterday, we met up with friends to have dinner and to view my photo on exhibit for the last day at the powerHouse Arena in Dumbo, Brooklyn. As much as we tried, we still got there late. We were not in control of the traffic ;(
Little did I know that by the time I got home, I would realise just how HELPLESS I was going to feel; How LONELY I could feel, after a wonderful evening.. My spirit just fell flat..
I checked my email when I got home, only to find out that a kid in my community has passed away that morning. She’s been battling cancer for just under 2 years. She was 15 years old. She was a fighter, she had a love of life and clinged to every moment that brought joy to her, her parents and her sister.. You just have to sit back and realise how precious life is and to take it a day at a time and live it to the fullest.
After dinner, we walked down under the Manhattan Bridge. We took photos (I didn’t have a tripod) but I still managed to get some very nice shots of the Bridges..
However, this photo just eminates what I was feeling last night. I can only imagine what her mother is feeling. I know I couldn’t survive.. This thought scares me and I push it aside.
HUGS
Pix
I’m so sorry Pix. I’ll be praying for the family. I worry about things like that too, something happening to Macy or Rob. I don’t know what I’d do. Hugs.
Thank you Bonnie.. We followed her/their journey and it’s simply heartbreaking
I love what you said, “You just have to sit back and realise how precious life is and to take it a day at a time and live it to the fullest.” Based on my own personal experience this has become my motto. I’m saddened to hear about your friend… so young. I can feel the emotion in your photo. It’s beautiful.
I’m a huge fan of DUMBO and actually worked in the area. It’s such a great place to be. Most especially in the summer! Enjoy the remainder of your weekend.
Thank you so very much for you comment. I really was shaken.
DUMBO is such a beautiful area for sure
I’m so sorry for your feelings of helplessness and loneliness, after such a night. I totally GET that, although I can’t explain why it happens. Your 2nd photo expresses that darkness very nicely. I’m also SO sorry for the news of that young girl’s passing; yet from how you describe her, certainly she lived life to the fullest and is in a much better place now. I can’t imagine how such a loss must feel for her family and loved ones. You have a HUGE HEART Pixel; Hugs!
Hey Wendy. thanks for your caring words.. I’m praying for her family.
I’m so sorry to hear that.
The photo really reflect the feeling of sadness and darkness.
Thanks Pablo.
I am sorry to hear that D. I can’t even find the right words. It is hard to loose someone especially this young. The thought of this happening to ourselves also scares me on a daily basis. Hugs. Thank you for trying to get involved and help her.
THanks D
I remember when the Tsunami hit Thailand… our pregnant neighbor and her 8 year old daughter got killed… I felt the exact same thing you felt here, so scared and helpless. Sara was a baby at the time and I stayed in bed for long stretches at the time just… holding her close.Wouldn’t let the kids out of my sight at all for weeks. But… you have to find ways to be okay with it to be able to move on. These things out of your control, I mean, anyone could get hit by the bus the very next day… so we have to let go.
Your words are strong adn I know we are not in control and can’t allow our feelings to take over.. HUGS